Jessie J has revealed she suffered a devastating miscarriage after becoming pregnant with her first child.
The 33-year-old singer revealed on Instagram Wednesday night that she was told she had tragically lost her unborn baby after going for her third scan on Tuesday, where doctors couldn’t find a heartbeat.
Jessie told followers she had “decided to have a baby on her own,” after revealing in October that she had broken up with her boyfriend of seven months Max Pham.
Emotional: Jessie J has revealed she suffered a devastating miscarriage after becoming pregnant with her first child
The grieving singer said she was “still in shock” but has decided to perform in Los Angeles later Wednesday night “because singing will help me.”
Alongside a photo of her taking a pregnancy test, Jessie wrote: “Yesterday morning I laughed with a friend and said, “How am I going to get through my performance in LA tomorrow night without telling the whole audience I’m pregnant”.
“Yesterday afternoon I dreaded the thought of getting through the gig without collapsing…
“After I went for my 3rd scan and was told there was no heartbeat. This morning. I feel like I’m not in control of my emotions. I may regret posting this. I am not allowed to. I actually do not know.’
Single life: Jessie told followers she had ‘decided to have a baby on her own’ after revealing in October that she had split from boyfriend Max Pham after dating for seven months
Devastating: The 33-year-old singer took to Instagram on Wednesday night to reveal she was told she had tragically lost her unborn baby after going for her third scan
Hard: In addition to a photo of her taking a pregnancy test, Jessie uploaded the quote, “Sometimes love isn’t enough to make it work and that’s okay. It doesn’t mean you failed’
In America, most women get two ultrasounds during pregnancy, the first in the first trimester to confirm the due date and the second after 18-22 weeks to confirm the normal anatomy and sex of the baby’.
Jessie had been open about suffering from undiagnosed health issues before, telling fans she couldn’t go through a whole day without being in a lot of pain.
In the Instagram post, the singer told her legions of fans that she “wanted to sing tonight” – not to avoid mourning, but because she will find comfort through music.
“I know some people will think she should just cancel it,” she wrote.
“But right now I have clarity on one thing. I started singing when I was young with joy, to fill my soul and self love therapy, that has never changed and I have to deal with this in my way.
Last month: Jessie uploaded this lingerie mirror selfie on October 20
‘I want to be honest and sincere and not hide what I feel. I deserve that. I want to be as myself as I can be right now. Not only for the audience, but also for myself and my little baby who tried his best.
“I know myself and I know I would talk about it on stage because that’s who I am. So instead of a tearful emotional speech trying to explain my energy. This feels safer.
‘I decided to have a baby of my own. Because it’s all I ever wanted and life is short. Getting pregnant was a miracle in itself and an experience that I will never forget and that I know I will have again.
“I’m still in shock, the grief is overwhelming. But I know I’m strong, and I know it’s gonna be okay.
“I also know that millions of women around the world have felt this pain and much worse. I feel connected to those of you I know and those of you I don’t know.
“It’s the loneliest feeling in the world. So I’ll see you LA tonight.
“I may joke less, but my heart will be in the room.”
‘I’m so sorry’: A slew of celebrities and influencers took to the comment section of Jessie’s post to share their condolences
Jessie also shared Seyda Nor’s quote, “Sometimes love just isn’t enough to make it work and that’s okay. It doesn’t mean you failed.”
A slew of celebrities and influencers took to the comment section of Jessie’s post to share their condolences.
Pixie Lott wrote, “I’m so sorry Jessie is sending you loads of love,” while Love Island star Gabby Allen posted a heart emoji.
YouTuber Saffron Barker echoed the sentiment when she wrote, “I’m so sorry, my heart is with you.”
Speaking: Jessie’s heartbreak comes a month after she announced she and her dancer friend Max had split up
Jessie’s heartbreak comes a month after she announced that she and her dancer boyfriend Max had split up.
The singer insisted that “nothing dramatic” happened between the pair as she spoke out during an Instagram.
In a heartfelt post, the Bang Bang hitmaker said dancer Max was an “amazing guy,” adding that they’ve “just been friends for a while.”
When asked about her relationship status, Jessie explained, “Open, happy and loving to myself.
Moving on: Jessie began dating choreographer Max earlier this year, four months after her split from actor Channing Tatum
“Max and I have been just friends for a while. Nothing dramatic happened. So please don’t overreact.
“He’s a great man. We both have so much respect and love for each other. It just wasn’t romantic. So we decided it’s just friends.
“The only reason I’m even talking about it is because it gets weird and a little hard when people live in your past.
“I hate how much other people can cause your personal rifts.
“We are both happy, living and loving our lives.”
Bold display: Jessie was previously in a relationship with actor Channing Tatum (pictured), but the couple went their separate ways last year
Jessie began dating choreographer Max earlier this year, four months after her split from actor Channing Tatum.
The Price Tag hitmaker was first linked to Channing in October 2018 when they were spotted together in Seattle.
A month later, the Logan Lucky star was spotted at one of her concerts with his daughter Everly, who he shares with his ex-wife Jenna Dewan, while the singer also attended a London performance of his Magic Mike Live show, which he hosted. written and helmeted.
The couple would have split up in November 2019, only to reunite in January of the following year.
However, the relationship was short-lived and in April they went their separate ways.
Meanwhile, Channing has been spotted with Zoe Kravitz several times lately, although the two have not publicly confirmed a relationship.